Anger

Anger

Today I feel helpless. I do not know what to do and what to think. My life is confusing. I do not know where I am headed. I preach to the world. But, internally I am absolutely clueless.

Right now I am short on words- do not know where I am going. I feel angry. Angry at my own self! I feel rage! This rage is directed towards my own self. I am too kind to feel hate for anyone else in the world. That is not what my Chemistry is.

I feel sad and upset. Funnily enough I have everything in the world but can never understand why I feel so helpless. I have the skill and competence but, I couldn’t be bothered to use them for my own betterment. I have never done well the world and the universe hates!

Am I a bad person! If not why don’t I do well academically? But the eternal question is that academics aren’t everything are they!

Life goes on as it never ends. I am helpless! That is what I think. No one even places a comment on my blog. But that is ok! It is not that good!

I am glad that I am making an effort. That is what counts. One day I will be bigger than the richest of the world! I can’t wait to get there!